who am i?

who am i?
i have multiple selves,
one that is insecure,
and dislikes attention.
one that is immature
and craves affection.
am i the person i am whilst on my own?
will my true self remain unknown?
my multiple selves fight for power,
as i depersonalise and try to discover
when will this war be over?
who am i?
a question i cannot answer,
am i the person everyone perceives me to be?
am i not the author, and just the story?
who am i?
i contemplate while my selves fight,
who am i?
i cannot decide.
who am i?
a question that lead to sleepless nights.
who am i?
which one of my selves is right?

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